May 2020
When out walking I am often struck by the realisation that I have lost entire chunks of my experience. I seem to forget the spaces I moved through moments ago, perhaps so familiar to me that I no longer register them, assuming them to be unchanged.
I took a walk of my own to get more sound footage. I hoped for one car to pass me by in half an hour.
I was determined to make something big from this beautifully simple setting I had been handed. I began to place myself and my journey within her words.
It feels important to be present in my surroundings, observing
interruptions that prevent me from entering a state of auto-pilot –
instances when I tune into directions or rules not directed at me,
alerting me to the multiple modes of engagement within this
one place.
Considering myself as a pedestrian in relation to
a person passing beside me in a car.
I read through her words and immediately heard it. Her voice being disturbed by the sounds I had already created.
New moments hold focus and are remembered differently; entirely new ones are constructed, finding space in the narrative.
I felt the urge to protect her voice, and simultaneously edit my own findings beyond recognition.
Over the course of our collaboration this short walk has taken on a new significance, becoming a layered and malleable experience, formed of multiple points of view.
I used breaths she took in her recording and I used the sounds I could hear every day, a hundred times a day.
It stretches out and offers space to listen quietly to passing noise, inviting comparison between the surroundings described and those you know personally, observing familiarities.
I found myself getting lost in the process.
It was an escape to a
time where it was a novelty for my friend to take an uneventful walk,
now it is our only option to get outside at all.